❝ Documentation of my life. A homage to faded memories. ❞

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Posted Sunday, May 28, 2006 // 12:51
Today I very bs with my sister. She use comp for like 2hrs... Den she refuse to let me use. Summore she locked me out of my room and spoilt my badminton racket. Last time in primary school, my racket is my life. But now I not badminton player anymore so I don really care about that racket anyway. She is simply too much. Now having stomach cramp. So unlucky. Tmr dunno want to go out with Kelly dey all anot. Cos I think tmr I sure very tired... Tuesday must return to school summore for English extra lessons. Haii... 30 May to 7 June must return to school. The rest of the days will be taken up for Science and MT project. I am better off dead. I think tmr I will go out ba. Go awhile then come bek. Go jam now. Tata.


BORED... =.="
Posted Saturday, May 27, 2006 // 10:24
I think I am going to rot at home soon. I rather going to school then staying at home, doing nothing. I'm slacking... But then I will still make full use of this holiday. These few days can relax first. Then next few weeks got robotics N7, robotics camp, Maple's journal design, Maths extra lessons, English extra lessons, do Science project and lastly do MT project. I guess I'll be fully booked for the next few days. Hardly get enough rest. So these few days, I will do more relaxing stuffs like reading, use comp so on... So stress up! Still need to study and revise to maintain this kinda results... Getting this kind of results and my mother still refuse to reward me... She say only end of year den can reward... Haii... Yestersay the yellow form the subjects choice make ppl so confuse. There got 7 subjects but only choice 1 - 6. Then I choose pure Biology first. Like of course. Bio rawks! Then second pure physics... Den POA third, A maths fourth, F&N fifth and last D&T... I never even choose Art. Simply hate Art. Ok got to go... Tata.


Phew
Posted Friday, May 26, 2006 // 20:11
Wha today very unluckly. Kena humilated by FOF. Always kena scolding these few days. I think I must buy S/N 89757 voodoo doll. Today meet the parent session the talk very boring. Becos the talk Mr Wee got talk before during the curriculum hours. Anyway, just now I meet Mr Tan our P.E teacher. Then my mother and him talk talk talk then take report book then go home. Then the yellow form I get I really don't know what to rite... Mr Tan ask me choose this, my mother ask me choose that... So confuse... Haii... Quite happy with my results lor. But then must work really hard for the next test. Ok my June holidays will be studying studying studying...


Irresponsible
Posted Thursday, May 25, 2006 // 17:52
So unhappy today. Not our fault also scold. Then just now Robotics meeting that time, the fire alarm rang. Then Mr Teo call from GO cos the alarm trip off outside the tech-hub. But then don't think is Robotics members who did it. Cos all were having meeting inside the tech-hub. After meeting still cannot go home... Heavy rain... Den later when the rain subside, we start to walk home. On the way walking home, Kelly we all spotted alot of very small red worms on the floor. Gross. Then when we cross de road already, we saw a Organ [The instrument] on the floor, smashed into pieces. Not becos some people apply force to smash it, but some irresponsible ppl just threw the Organ from a high level. Do they have a mind? They could just hurt someone badly... Can't they just bring it to the rubbish chute? Lazy until like that... End here. Tata.


=.=
Posted Wednesday, May 24, 2006 // 18:10
Today music course last very long. I was almost freeze to death inside the comp lab. Anyway, the melody for Explosive is almost done. Tmr I add in the picked bass then it will be complete. Dunno why Mr Tan delete the Flute and Cello. But then I really think that Jian Shen very pro. He can figure out all the drum beats. Today so tired... Run the stupid 2.4km. The day when the whole class run, I pass. Then never record timming. Then now re-run, I fail... Dunno why my stamina now so weak. But then when I started off the run I had a very negative mindset. I thought of failing this run so that I can train my stamina during June and re-run in tern 3. Today dunno why run abit only out of breath... Very long time nvr run... Very tired today. Tata.


='(
Posted Monday, May 22, 2006 // 20:05
Today Jun Hao's hair was cut cos his hair too long. Then he too ashame to face everyone so he use the file and cover his face wherever her go. LoL. Anyway, he's going to school with a totaly new hairstyle. Not quite used to his new hairstyle but I think it will take time for his hair to grow bek. Hope his hair faster grow bek or else some ppl like her will start to make fun. Stop making fun of ppl's hair when yours is no better. Just get out of our lives. Pissed out. Hope robotics camp faster over so that I can earn my own money. Anyway, I am really sorry Karen that I used the e-dic money. I really have no choice. Sorry. I'll try to buy u a indentical one outside if I can find one. This whole week must fast. Ke... Chatting and blogging is so diff. Tata.


Bored to death
Posted Sunday, May 21, 2006 // 18:38
Just two days at home and I am goanna bored to death. Wonder how am I going to rot during the June holidays. Except the N7 cluster, I guess I will be at home for the whole month. Or maybe not. If Kelly can go Lidu shaw house then my whole June holiday will be gone. Going to work soon ;) But I wonder if I could cope up with my studies... Well, I am still in the state of confusion. Want to work or not. If Kelly go then I go... Robotics N7 camp is goanna clash with Maths lessons with Mdm Tong during the June holidays. Are we going to wear home clothes to lessons? Cos lessons starts at 8am If I am not wrong. Hopefully I can make it to the extra lessons. During the camp we should be fully occupied so probably we won't be able to attend the extra lessons. ='( Hope I won't miss so much. I guess dinner is ready. Tata!


In school
Posted Friday, May 19, 2006 // 09:47
Now in school comp lab bloggin... Music course is really fun... Just break only so can use comp... Now already very hungry, but don't wan to go conteen eat cos want to use comp... Later after skool still need to go for robotics... OK break's goanna end soon. Tata.


Haii
Posted Thursday, May 18, 2006 // 21:04
Tmr is the deadline to give the $350. So far we only can raise $210. Fear cannot raise that amount then cannot join le... The workshop conducted today was quite fun. Only the environment was not that condusive... Very warm and stuffy in the hall. Tmr can skip the morning-run and go for music course. Now so stress up. Dunno what to do if we cannot get the sum of money. Quite disappointed with my results. MYE only Science get A1. English, Maths, MT, History, Literature and Home Econ all get B4 and b3. I did not really memorise my marks. I only see that if I passed or failed. I have one pathetic F9. Which is ART. Only if I worked harder, I can get more As. Anyway, I don really give a damn about art. My maths, English, MT and Literature must really buck up so that I can get As. Plenty of room for improvement. Ok I needa go solve that idiot problem. Tata.


Music Course rawks!
Posted Wednesday, May 17, 2006 // 16:16
Waste my money and time on damn art. Waste my whole weekend and I got back crap, 23/100. Anyway, it is expected... my art has not been doin very well. But really nvr expect to get F9. Hopefully I won't fail if combine marks. I think even if conbine marks, I will still fail cos the assignments done was not very well done. Today music course was fun. My grp consists of Bo Zong, Wei Yi, Shee Min, Jian Shen and Roy... Our song is explosive. The song was wonderful. Roy did the main melody den Bo Zong do Chords and Jian Shen do Drums... The girls like nth to do. So I sit there and learn what they are doing... Tmr no IPW. I hate it. Fortunately, we were caught up with the workshop. Just hoped that Friday will be arriving soon. Missed the music course.


=)
Posted Tuesday, May 16, 2006 // 20:30
Luckily, I did well for Science. Kelly, we are quits. =P But I will lend you my half-blood prince. You must faster ask him for your Swenson. This Saturday comfirm go Swenson. I promise Helen and Jun Hao that this Saturday, I will treat them go Swenson. If I knew, I shld not have crap so much. I swear nxt time exam I kip my mouth shut. Better suddup. So embarassing, English report writing whole class only I fail... ='( But English paper one overall pass... English pass I damn happy already. Won't ask for more. Still can't belive I passed Maths this time round. But then cannot "de yi wang xing" like somebody. Still got room for improvment. If now slack, then will do badly for nxt two papers. So must work extra hard for Common Test 2 and End-Of-Year exam. Anyway, I am quite satisfied with my MYE. But still, cannot slack. Must move on with this kind of attitude. Ok I shall stop craping. Today we went bake cupcakes. Then that Helen so funny, I think she "xin bu zai yan". She threw the egg shell and the bowl together. Haha! LoL. Ok gtg. Tata.


Kelly pro
Posted Monday, May 15, 2006 // 18:25
Kelly, you lied to me.. You said you want to die together with me... See, now your Science get an A1... I must die alone. Kelly, don worry. I will never get that kinda marks you mentioned. If I achive 70 and above, I will lend you my Harry Potter and the Half-blood prince. 80 and above, I gib you my Harry Potter and the Half-blood prince... But I will never get a distinction. So dream on. Lol jkjk only... Now you guys all know your results... I am even more worried... Think my Science get 50+... Sigh...


Haii
Posted Sunday, May 14, 2006 // 15:28
So fast 5 days holiday is over. Tmr must go back to skool. In this case, I won't be bored to death. But it is the start of post-exams! Very scared I do badly for this MYE. But then faster get over with it so that I can stop worrying. Hope can faster get bek Science paper. Den I can start my funeral fast. ='( Damn scared of getting bek Science... Maths also. Cannot fail maths this time... Science... Hope don fail...


Pissed out
Posted Saturday, May 13, 2006 // 11:38
Helen you sux. Ask you 10am meet at budget pass mi the cd u delay till 5pm. Den now I got nothing to do. So bored. Now waiting for youtube to load. I think I'm goanna bored to death soon. No money to go out is like that. Last night watch Da Chang Jin till 11pm then conference till 12am. So tired... Later if that Helen never appear at my hse downstairs, I swear I will kill her. Ok I go watch movie. Tata.


LoL
Posted Thursday, May 11, 2006 // 12:38
Yesterday the "yong bu yuan bai" damn funny. They act the Da Chang Jin. Laugh like mad. Last night I watch TV from 7pm all the way to 11pm then got some trashing. 7pm watch "bao lian deng", 8pm watch "yong bu yuan bai", 9pm watch "zi zun hong yan" then 10pm watch "da chang jin". Last night is my first time watch Da Chang Jin. Cos cannot sleep so go watch TV. Now I know why Helen like Da Chang Jin so much. The show quite nice. LoL I go buy the U weekly and "ci ji" Helen on monday. The front cover is her idol lee young ae. I wonder if she already bought it or not. Ok I got to end here.


Haii
Posted Wednesday, May 10, 2006 // 16:49
Damn bored. No skool plus cannot go out. Sigh... Stay at home either use comp, listen music or sleep. I wan to go bek to skool! Today I got a shocked. MJ ppl call my hp ask me go collect J-Top. Den Jun Hao, Karen and me going to meet at 1pm. That Jun Hao arh... Cannot torlerate him being late. Make Karen and I wait for 30min. Not the first time. I think more than 50 times he late. He even broke record, late for: 3hrs. Dunno next time his GF can tahan him or not. Damn pissed out. Den we 1:30pm meet den go cwp MJ collect J-Top. Actually Jun Hao want to go shop but den I 1cent also don have shop for wad. He keep on pull us go here and dere see things. So we sort of "shop" for half an hour or so. I wan to go home so badly. Then my ear stick cme out and all of us got no extra ear stick. Scared close so I wan to faster go home. Around 2+ reach home. But den these few days I won't go out cos no money and actually main reason is lazy. Rather stay at home. Got alot of things to do actually. Just watch finish J-Top dvd. Nice. Last year I missed Jolin's autograph session. This year's session cannot miss. That Jun Hao go check say S.H.E concert is in July. Dunno true or not. Anyway I June want to go Lidu work with Kelly le. Ok I go jam'.


Scared
Posted Tuesday, May 09, 2006 // 20:54
Whao 5 days holiday. So bored. Then cannot go out cos this week broke. Today we crazy... Go k-box and high. Last min go one. From 2:30pm sing until 7pm. My death day is comming closer and closer. One day past is one day nearer to my death day. Monday return Science paper ba I tink. Very scared I take bek my paper I burst into tears. Cos I studied damn hard for this Science paper. But then at least I tried my best. I tink I won't cry. Hope I won't! After we went K-box we went my house downstairs shop. Cos that Jun Hao just don't wan to go home. keke. go watch tv.


Screwie
Posted Monday, May 08, 2006 // 14:53
Today Home Econ paper average. Got study can pass. Who cares. Listening compre got one passage dunno wth it is talkin. Then that Jun Hao today damn happy. After that, r.b.m and Karen go cwp to but art materials then that "stupid" Roy ask us go to mini toon see the voodoo doll. LoL. Kidding. No hard feelings. All of us became insane, we bought the voodoo dolls den tmr no money to go K-box. Haha. I buy Screwie. For inteligence and for locking wisdom. Kelly bought Monkey King, JunHao Screwie and Tom Yam, Roy bought Judo Boy and Karen bought Tom Yam. The doll wsa so cool. I love my doll. Owe Jun Hao $4 and Karen $15... Karen one I pay slowly. Teo one tmr pay. End here. Tata.


Sian
Posted Sunday, May 07, 2006 // 18:48
Today I dunno whats up with me. Last night watch the live election draw until 12am then sleep. I slept all the way until today morning 11am. 11 hrs sleep. Den wake up brush teeth eat breakfast 11:30am use comp until 2pm. Eat lunch den 2:30pm sleep... den kelly call me at 3:30pm. Talk for 5min. I went bek to sleep until 6pm. Den wake up eat dinner and use comp again. One day 24 hrs. I slept 15 hours so far. Never even revise home econ. So tired today. Dunno wad happen. Cannot find my art question paper. Lucky I do already. But I scared nid it. Guess wad? My little princess pooch chewed my prep work into pieces. Luckily it is only the mind map. Then I thought go re-do one. Haiz. Dunno wads wrong with me. I tink I also got terminal disease like wad Kelly said she is having. Anyway also wan to die already. After post-exams. Keke go bathe, revise Home Econ den go re-do art.


Art done
Posted Saturday, May 06, 2006 // 20:27
Wow. Finally done my art! Dunno wad to do actually. Other questions so diff. So I do question 1, urban experience. Finally MYE "over". Home Econ and Art don't care. Today so tired. Do the art prep work from 2pm to 6pm. So lazy now. Feel like sleeping. keke.


I hate Art
Posted Friday, May 05, 2006 // 16:31
Maths paper 2 is god damn hard. Mdm Tong still say average. At first thought can just pass Maths. Now I tink I have no chance of passing. Very hard. Dunno wad the hell the question is talking about. Out of 8 question, I only know how to do 3 questions. The other 5 either not sure whether noe or dunno or don't even understand a single word. I tink paper 2 I will get 10+ only or 20+ cannot pass one. Hope plus paper 1 can pass. But don't think so cos paper one is not easy too. All the question very indirect. Need to brainstorm. Then Monday Home Econ. Hack care. Last minute revision =P. Stupid! I hate art exams! Must do wad prep work. I simply hate art to de core. Prep work very tideous. Hate art! Tuesday go K-box. Celebrate end of MYE! Hope I don't do very bad for this MYE.


Worried
Posted Thursday, May 04, 2006 // 18:49
Still got one more paper to worry... Maths paper 2. Paper 1 is quite hard la. But not say very hard. More than average. But Scared I too careless then lose marks. Got confident can just pass Maths paper 1. Paper 2 I dunno le. Dunno why after Science paper, I become very very lazy... Don't feel like studying at all. But cannot, must do well for maths. Hope Mdm Tong don't set so hard. Wha alot the questions, the revision worksheet all got come out so most I know how to do. But still got a number of ques dunno how to do. History was ok-ok lar. But still dunno can pass anort. Hope can pass lor. Just wish that all my subjects can pass well. Don't fail can le. Ke I go watch "bao lian deng" lo.


Targets
Posted Wednesday, May 03, 2006 // 14:39
Tmr is Maths. Die. Scared I will fail. Then the stupid re-test, it is more diff then the first test. Tmr got 2 paper. Then both papers all nid memory... Tonight must delete all my Science notes first then saved all the Maths formulas and History notes in my brain... Nid to upgrade my memory space. Scared I do badly in my Maths. Hope can do well. Still cannot stop dwelling on my Science... Keep on thinking about it and how I am going to fail... Science hope can pass. But Science just pass to me is not good... I target A. But now I tink B also very hard to get. If never get A then must at least get B. If I get C then I go jump =P. But then I think my Science is either fail or 50+... Cos I got alot of question dunno. So sad ='( Maths cannot to badly or else I will dissapoint myself and Mdm Tong. Mdm Tong always give us extra lessons when we ask her. Maths hope can get B. History hope can get A. But then B also can. English pass can already. I don give a damn about English. MT hope can get B. Ke. Go fold heart le. Tata.


Funeral
Posted Tuesday, May 02, 2006 // 16:14
The Science paper damn hard. All the questions all so indirect, den need alot of thinking. This test comfirm fail one. If never fail also tyco 50+ only... If I never got 70 above for Science, I can go and order my coffin and enlarge my photo now. Sobx ='( if I 69 I also can go and jump. But cannot get 69 one lar... comfrim fail... So sad. I can go and bang my head. Stupid... Don't even know how to do... I am god damn stupid man... So stupid!!! I am simply an idiot. But I study very hard for my Science already... I one day revision 3/4 is revise Science. My maths so weak I also don care. Anyway, the test is over le. Useless crying over spilled milk. Better don't dwell on it. Now must work extremly hard for my maths. Don't let Science affect my revision. Hope this time I won't fail Maths. I fold the heart fold until want to die. Hand so pain... keke.


Slacking
Posted Monday, May 01, 2006 // 10:43
I am not a energizer bunny! I need breaks too! Can't they just understand that I am also a human! Gosh... I am dying in the hell! Really cannot stay at home for the whole day... Can die man... So later I go library studie... Today is de last day to revise my Science! My Science now slack ler... Haiz so scared my Science fail... Mr Tan say it is the killer paper... All becos of their fault that this Science paper is a killer one! If i fail my Science, I don't nid to live le... Then tmr got maths re-test must study also... Mdm Tong I love you! My class test finally pass because of you! Woot~! Okok i very swa ku one... first time pass maths class test... XD Hope this MYE maths paper got time to do... keke want to meet Roy, Junhao and Karen they all le... tata!


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Hi, my name is Samantha. I love travelling, reading and meeting people from different walks of life. This is a documentation of my life and my travel adventures. In a way, it is a homage to faded memories of mine. The memory span of a human being is short, hence the existence of these memoirs. Because fifty years down the road, I want to look back, smile to myself and say: "I've lived my life with no regrets."

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travel diary
2006
Brisbane, Australia
2007
Taipei, Taiwan
Bintan, Indonesia
2008
Hong Kong
2009
Melbourne, Australia
2010
Bintan, Indonesia
2011
Vienna, Austria
Salzburg, Austria
2012
Bratislava, Slovakia
Styria, Austria
Carinthia, Austria
Paris, France
Frankfurt, Germany
2013
Auckland, New Zealand
Bangkok, Thailand
2014
Tasmania, Australia
Seoul, South Korea



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