❝ Documentation of my life. A homage to faded memories. ❞

Dermatologist
Posted Thursday, May 26, 2011 // 19:09
Went to visit the dermatologist today for the lasik surgery. The frekaing doc jabbed my face twice >.< Kinda sting a little.

Now, I have two derm patches on my face which looks damn ugly..

Anyway, I went out to shop alone a few days back. HAHA. My earpiece died on me and I went to get a new one. I got the red Urbanears Medis! (:

Gonna visit the 'Study @ Australia' fair this coming saturday and I'm gonna apply for UOM and Monash...


Relieving STRESS
Posted Sunday, May 22, 2011 // 23:27
I was feeling in the dumps these days, so I did a couple of meaningful and crazy things.

#01 Had a heart to heart talk with Joanna at Sembawang park. We feasted on KFC, chips and cookies. I really pondered a lot that day.. I thought about my future, what I wanna do and am I doing the right thing now.. Felt a little better after getting some problems off my chest.

#02 Took a loooong bus ride to Changi Airport and gorged on Popeyes with Joanna! Felt really good after eating! The bus ride also gave me loads of time to think..

#03 Went for a drink with Benedict at AlleyBar! It was at Peranakan Place and I seriously fell in love with the ambience! Way better than Clark Quay! Had a heart to heart talk with him and I actually felt much much better.

Although I'm feeling really down... But I'm glad I still had these friends around me who are by my side and are willing to listen to my troubles and my rantings haha. Thanks guys (: I really can't imagine life without you guys ):

SIGH.

OH! And it's my mom's birthday today! (: Bought KFC and Pizzas ~ Gotta spend more time with my family.. They are the ones I would miss most if I really go to Australia next year ):

SAD.


Overseas Education
Posted Tuesday, May 17, 2011 // 17:37
Exactly two more weeks to appeal period!

I'm a goner lol.

Looking for alternatives overseas now. Just made some enquires about Australia's university.. I guess if I get rejected and my appeal fails, I'll apply for an Australia University next year ~ Doubt I can make it for their 2011 semester ):

Keeping fingers crossed!


Confession
Posted Sunday, May 15, 2011 // 22:43
I got rejected by SMU today. & I'm prepared to receive NUS and NTU rejection letters as well.

And I'm feeling damn lousy about it. But it made me realise something about myself.

In 19 years of my life, this is the greatest hurdle I've faced. Firstly, I admit, it is partly due to the accumulated ego in me. I was the brightest in my family and I always excelled in my studies. Everything was perfect in my life UNTIL A' levels. Blame it on over confidence or negligence, whatever it is, my A' level cert turned out to be nothing but a roll of toilet paper. Screw this, seriously. Secondly, I may not show, but I'm someone who totally lacks self-esteem. I think lowly about myself and I am often very sensitive about how people in general think about me. Lastly, I've never failed in life before. So I am totally not taking this set-back easy.

I seriously feel damn awful now.. Feel like grabbing my luggauge, passport and just go somewhere quiet where I could sit down and think.

Screw my life.


M'sia with Sis
Posted Saturday, May 14, 2011 // 21:11
Went to M'sia with my sis this afternoon.

Super unlucky... -.-

This waitress at Nandos spilt the entire glass of sparkling apple on me. WTF! And the worst thing was I just reached City Square... Haven even start on my shopping and my pants are shirt are soaked. Kuku Nathan...

I didn't scold her. I just smiled and say it's okay. ARGH. But I'm fuming mad inside. LOL. That's just me.

Didn't sleep the entire night. Was busy fangirling SNSD on youtube. HAHA! So I was like damn sleepy when I was shopping just now lol. Didn't buy much today. Bought a fake Dr Dre Heartbeats which is so damn fake ~ HAHA. Oh and I was kinda upset that I didn't had my choco banana at Secret Recipe ): Booooo ~ Must go there again soon!

Damn sleepy now.. Gonna sleep soon and heck tmr's class alrd zzz

Bon nuit folks! x3




17 more days ~ FML.


Another Meaningless Day
Posted Tuesday, May 10, 2011 // 23:32
Fuck this world.

When the hell is my university acceptance offer gonna come?!

Sick of waiting.

Passing everyday in HELL.


Tokyo, Seoul, London, New York
Posted Monday, May 09, 2011 // 19:10
Went to collect SNSD's Mr Taxi today with Karen at Clementi ~


Here's it!



My first ever K-Pop album! Bought this only because part of the profits would go into the funds used to aid in the Japan earthquake. Haha. But the song is good!

So anyway, I woke up at like 2pm today... -.- Met Karen at Yew Tee and we headed down to Clementi to meet the guy.

Bought KOI! & we played time-crisis at the arcade. HAHA!

After that we went to meet Joanna at Causeway Point to pass her the album and then we headed home ~ Short day out, but enjoyable.


New Skin
Posted // 00:55
OMG seems like I have been dead. Hahahaha ~

Just changed a new skin! (Since I'm so god damn free...) Well so I was thinking why not just update my blog as well? LOL.

Firstly, let me say something. Life sucks. It sucks like hell. It's so damn meaningless, there are no goals and everyone out there is busy with their stuffs so there's nothing to do. Poly friends in their final year, JC friends need to study, JC classmates have to work and then all my guy friends are serving the NS... I just can't wait for school to start again... Which bring me to my next point.

My university application is taking too loooooooong to process and it's freaking unnerving. It's like everyone had their acceptance offer already EXCEPT ME. & I'm seriously losing hopes that I'll be accepted into any local university... Damn it, are my grades that bad? :/ But well, if all the three universities I've applied for didn't accept me then I guess I'll just have to work and earn money first and then re-apply next year? Or study overseas...? ... Ah, fuck this world...

I seriously need a getaway soon... A holiday? I'm actually planning a trip to Bangkok myself or with my sister. Since my dad frequently travels there, it should be fine ~ I just wanna grab my luggauge and ditch all my problems in Singapore and then just have fun overseas... ARGH.

SIGH. Talking about problems...

Anyway, I was watching the elections last night. HAHA. I think it's my first time being so interested in the local political scene. Idk why too ~ Maybe because it's more interesting this year with the young candidates and stuff. And I was utterly surprised that my secondary four and three students actually watched the elections too! We ended up using most of the tuition time to talk about it. LOL. And I'm feeling damn guilty about it because I barely thought them anything... Gosh. So I extended their lessons next week. HAHA.

It's gonna be 2am in about less than an hour time? And then my internet would be cut off for some stupid maintainace -.-

I guess I shall blog more often from today onwards (: I wanna document my life so when I get older, I can see what I've done in life and most importantly, see how much I've matured and grown through my words.

Well, see you the next time!

Ahn Nyong!


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Hi, my name is Samantha. I love travelling, reading and meeting people from different walks of life. This is a documentation of my life and my travel adventures. In a way, it is a homage to faded memories of mine. The memory span of a human being is short, hence the existence of these memoirs. Because fifty years down the road, I want to look back, smile to myself and say: "I've lived my life with no regrets."

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travel diary
2006
Brisbane, Australia
2007
Taipei, Taiwan
Bintan, Indonesia
2008
Hong Kong
2009
Melbourne, Australia
2010
Bintan, Indonesia
2011
Vienna, Austria
Salzburg, Austria
2012
Bratislava, Slovakia
Styria, Austria
Carinthia, Austria
Paris, France
Frankfurt, Germany
2013
Auckland, New Zealand
Bangkok, Thailand
2014
Tasmania, Australia
Seoul, South Korea



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